dearest Dearest love,
I hope this message finds you well
as these endless thoughts drip from my soul
every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one...
eyesEyes forfeit sight to the pain
cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to my memories of you
I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me
wereWere the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
it'sIt's me again,
is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie? why?
wereWere the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
makeMake it stop, make this pounding in my head stop
fill my lungs with air, give me one more
day to make her dreams come true
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
make it stop, make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back...
I don't know what happened...who would have
thought my life would end up like this?
I never even got the chance to see her face, or to touch her hair....and now it's too late.
I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't even
cry...how could somebody someone die like this?
who would have
thought my life would end up like this?
ifIf my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep or
that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies..
I love you and goodbye...
wereWere the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?
coldCold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to my memories of you...