I know I should be more grateful
gratefulGrateful for everytihng everything I have
And I know I should be less downfall doubtful
But unfortunately Iam I am just humanenter added
I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole
Deep hole, deep enough for me to disapear disappear
But where should I go if earth earth’s the only place I know
All I know is I don't wantthis want this anymore
Livin' outLiving a life without nowhere knowing what a distant it is that I’m searching for

There are were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are were days where I wish I would could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead

Step back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days I'm are all about meenter added
I don't want to talk this things out
Cause‘Cause there are were certain things we don't need to talk about
The silence in between will let you know what I mean
And eachEach time I try to escapeenter deleted
I pray to go God not to let me fake fail
And to take my doubts away
Hum hum....

There are were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are were days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead.... dead