Blood for Blood Redemption Denied Lyrics:
You know sometimes when I
get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can face another day
because shit's been so fucking
hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem like shits
ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like the
shit ain't doin nothin' but
getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I really despise at what I see.
'Cause pride
strength, honor, love and life
they don't seem to have a lot
to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong
with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can't remember when,
I just don't know where the
fuck I went wrong...
What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For away to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost too many times too
many times to count the pain
is so great
Let me tell you something,
rock bottom is a sweet fucking
dream,
a myth made up by a liar who's
despair is a void you can slip
into forever.
I've been as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the
only place you can go is up,
but everytime I get ahead everytime
I start to get somewhere
it's seems like someone or
something knocks me the fuck
back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere "without hope,
man is but an animal"
...I think I've lost hope
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to
many times to count the pain
is so great
I'm so fuckin' tired of being
fucked up all the time
but I can't seem to do it any other way,
maybe I'm not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn't make me hard,
it just hardened something
deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel
normal again, I wanna feel
like a human.
I don't wanna be like this no more,
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in
or maybe just, just someone
who cared.
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to
many times to count the pain
is so great
I never asked for life
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/wcJ ]I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to
many times to count the pain
is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I've lost to many times to
many times to count the pain
is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can't trust anyone and I'm
so fucking paranoid.
I'm always waiting for the
fall, for the let down.
It's just no way for sure.
I can't remember when a day's gone by
that I haven't thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain't shit and I know
I ain't ever be shit.
I've got no future but I think
I can deal with it, I think I
can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and
know that they meant it.
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through
this world full of shit
Lyrics: Redemption Denied, Blood for Blood [end]