I´m I'm not happy with myself these days
I took the best pars parts of the scriptenter deleted
and I made them all cliches. cliche
And this red bandanas bandanna is surely gonna going to fade
Even though it´s it's the only thing the fire didn´t take. didn't take

Everybody says 'you'll grown you'll grow a lot, lot from this experience'. experience
Baby B comes inMaybe become Zen, after a while, becomes while become a president. president
The best thingsBlessings get disguised sometimes but all I know is
IsI finally know the difference between
Betweengoing back and going home. home
There´sThere's a lady on my block that has a kid. kid
As he swims in the above groundenter deleted
pool, she seals up the lid. lid
And he thinks it´s kinda it's kind of normal that she hides, hides
AllUp the cuts and all the bruises
She bruises, she says it´s it's warpaint for the eyes. eyes

She tells her son she did the bestenter deleted
she could as she buries Dad. dad
Maybe he'll grow up to be a man, or like man unlike his father did. did
As they I leave the driveway for the northern snow, snow
TheyThey'll finally know the difference between
Betweengoing back and going home. home, yeah

Cut to a life
Being being born in '69 sixty nine
LowMiddle class suburb, suburbs, every thing's fine
Everythings fine.Fondue parties
My parties, my mom and my dad, dads
Drinks being drunk
And and fights being had. had

I lost my virginity to a girl in my band
She was four years older, she made me a man. man
So addicted to sex
Every every chance that I got. got
With whoever I wanted
Until until I got caught. caught

So I took my penicillin and I took my band
To a town made of glitter girls and cocaine friends. friends
Got handed the job dream by the age of eighteen. eighteen
Saw more than most people that I know had ever seen. seen

Played every bar, drank till black and blue. blue
Did the morning show bullshit
And and went to China too. too
Where they left us to die, die without a ticket to flee. flee
In sighting theInciting a riot, we were only 23. twenty three

Packed it up, started over just as fast as we can. can
Selling tapes tapes, making merch in the back of a van
Living hand-to-mouth hand to mouth for the next five years. years
Took up drinking wine, gave up drinking beer. beer

Signed another big deal with a devil in a dress. A Devil In A Dress
A 'one one hit wonder' wonder I think, describes think described it best. best
Decided to burn out, then out than to fade away. away
Went back to the van the very next day. day
Picked
Built it up, made a living without any help. help
Made amazing friends, friends if I saw say so myself. myself
If living like this at thirty-eight thirty eight is a bore, bore
Then c'mon God, come on god, please give me thirty-eight more. thirty eight more
And everybody know's I´veEverybody knows I've seen a lot
Yea, I´m experienced. lot, yeah, I'm experienced
Makes you feel so old after a while,
Just while just like our president. president
EverytimeEvery time I come back in this town I know, know
I finally know the difference between
Betweengoing back and going home. home

Yea...back Yeah, going back and going home. I do. home