Jade, jade, jade

Face black black, another shadow of innocence tainted
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Wrong track again and again is it stings
Wish you all could feel like this
12
Twelve is for the reason of regret
9Nine is for the pain that I'm caused
Will strife ever cease? Someday... Someday
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Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
That's what they want me to be
That is not quite good enough for meenter added
Fuck you and your thoughts on me
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
Fuck you you, how can I not be me me?
Fuck you you, I will never let you take meenter added
I will never be that good little one
I can never see what is so good about life
I can never change just who I am, am
justJust what it is I think I am doingenter added
My hands fell down now
Now I know I failed
You were not there to pick up the
Thewaste of this pathetic taleenter added
Maybe I should just end all this right here
Would you like that? Would you like that?
Maybe you could cope knowing
Knowing thatenter deleted
you all have succeeded

I am staying here to betray all of you
I am staying here to betray all of you
Never failing me again
Never failing me again, never fail

Cut a little...it little, it bleeds slowly
canCut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me

My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade

I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room walls
Walls white with black shades
Oh how would red look?
The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?enter added
I need it
it, I want to be where you are
I miss you

I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room
Walls white with black shades

The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?

I need it, I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are