I've I’ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you
you. I'veI’ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag. gag
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could have only left without that thought. thought

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have left with him. And him and you a childless wreck. wreck
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have taken it upon myself to leave you strapped
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the burden of unclear thinking. That's thinking
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best, you're you’re always thinking and
And not acting rationally
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You just needed someone to love you. you
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every reason to and
And still I didn't didn’t break your face in. in
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naked messages in your ears?enter added
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call you host, and host
And you would just call on every lie
youYou could to feel just and sane. Keep sane, keep your word. word
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touch you there. there
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hold in the end. end
And on you went barren and content. content
And I the other direction experienced in nothing
special. special