I'm afraid of a sure thing of a change in the here
and now and the force when it hits me the full
weight of it when I'm down The fucking air in the
city when the phase-shifting sign is off if this
ship is unsteady, how will that lifeboat hold us
all I aint gonna crawl->tell them all to forget it
tell them that's it then call it off cause I'm
worried about money and paradigm stores running
low I ain't gonna crawl but I'll lie on the road
so how can I laugh how can I take it without some
doubt how can I laugh how can I face it right away
with everything gone wrong with everything all
over anyway I need some grace Say goodbye to
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/4Vq ]aesthetic, better taste and essential self 'cause
I'm just tired of running and there's a time bomb
in this head So just who's the real killer and
what made his paint dry? It's kind of hard to
imagine Holidays in Neurotica A slap in the faith,
hard, opened hand is the one reality I can never
protect myself from, even in the sparkle yard at
end of day warm summer madness in the bouquet of a
dream son, astral projecting, failing to right
wrongs when the whole thing starts to open up I
ain't gonna crawl without falling hard, without
some pain whenever the fog breaks and a day takes
hold I just can't think straight right away maybe
I'll come around... or not I'm swinging again and
all my ex-friends say its psycho-pathetic and way
too gone, almost painless even though I wondered
if something was wrong all along.