My Ruin Terror Lyrics:
This is what you call me... I strike terror among
men I can't be bothered with what I think I bare
my cross, my soul, myself I forgive ... but I
never forget I've been put upon this earth in
FEMALE form But I can't handle myself with the
best of you as well as the worst and I often have
I have the right to remain silent but I choose to
speak, sing scream I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM
THE POWER OF A WOMAN STRONG like music true like
friendship but without my friends there would be
no music... only spoken word fucker! I am able to
change so I live without regret, without remorse
Only a remix I am drunk, I am sober. Heaven
doesn't want me and hells affraid I'll take over.
Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up
because it won't work. I am cold and distant yet
worm and close to those who deserve to see that
side of me part of me... the heart of me. You find
me so hard to understand in your world, the world
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you percieve to be so normal I am deformed...
scorned, reborn I am me and I know exactly who I
am, what I am and the wrath I bring the ugly
beauty, the lying truth, the virgin whore... the
quiet storma lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner,
a sister, a daughter old school...... a beginer. I
have decorated my self with love, hate, truth...
you all of you, both of you, none of you... more
than one of you with lips like sugar, eyes like
meat. I've watched men come, go and cheat I sleep
to dream and dream of sleep. I had a dream Joe
that you were standing in the middle of an open
road. I had a dream Joe that your hands were
raised up to the sky and your mouth was covered in
foam. I've been crucified, justified and mortified
by my behaviour, both feminine and masculine. I am
contradiction and a juxtapostion. my relief is my
release and only time will tell all is well that
ends well. I am unsweetened, unclean... being
called drama queen, ex-girlfriend, ex-member...
the tantrum, the temper I paint my finger... take
the blame and this time I will own the name
because nobody is going to ruin me, if I have to I
WILL RUIN MY SELF AND IT WILL BE 'MY RUIN' fucker!
Lyrics: Terror, My Ruin [end]