Seems crazy cuz people be thinking that I be
changing, but it's really them that be changing,
yo I remember the day, I first signed my record
deal with Lyle everything was so good everyone was
so proud I was so very happy, still with my baby
daddy Living with my granny, but we was all family
It's like when the tour begin, that's when the war
begin... you would be flipping, ripping soon as
I'm walkin in And I'm so sleepy, could barely stay
awake, you don't understand I been in the studio
for six weeks Straight till 4 in the morning tryna
finish these songs And all you wanna talk about is
how many times you was calling And I'm always
lying, it's never the truth it never crossed your
mind that I could've been in the booth Tryna hurry
up and get back home to you, tryna get these
cheues so we could get out the 'jects I wasn't
thinking 'bout no niggas, wasn't thinking 'bout
sex... tryna do this show so I could get this
dough All I was thinking was I gotta finish Remy
on the rocks and I'm not tryna flop so it gotta be
hot Everybody on my back saying hurry up and drop
so I'm asking you, what I'm suppose to do?

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Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing
y'all I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain
focused but Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the
same So wish me well

Sometimes I might scream and yell But even people
with a fan base have bad days but Ain't shit
changed, for real, I'm still the same

You was the only child until I came See we was
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boyfriend cuz you would beat him up We'd eat
cereal together, watch cartoons when we got up So
I couldn't believe that you flipped on me right in
the streets for a bitch so weak that ain't got
shit but A fucked up weave and I'm your blood,
your little sister, I started to cry said it must
be the liquor See I almost died when you took
sides with her then walked off and just left me
there like I was nobody and you really ain't care
Said you would die for me, how you ain't gon' ride
for me, how you see me on the block and don't say
hi to me It's all love now, and it's all done now,
but you never took the time to apologize to me It
may be hard to see, but it bothers me... I know
you ain't gon' let nobody do no harm to me But you
can't be acting like you fathered me... so I'm
asking you, what I'm suppose to do?

Chorus

Mommy you was the one that made me but you didn't
raise me You left me all alone I had to hold my
own But now I'm all grown and far away from home I
know you love me but you did me wrong I guess it
was all the drugs that you was on or the beatings
you got from my foul step pops Remember the time
his punk ass had his nerve to raise his hands to
me bitch nigga blacking my eye I was wishing he
would die but now I wish him life I know he seeing
me blowing and it's killing him slowly but what
kills me is that you watched him hit me, so I'm
Asking you, what I'm suppose to do?

Chorus